Totally strained.

It was hell at work, to meet with the datelines and racing against time.
I can't believe that... my boss bought lunch for me.
It's nice of him, but i didn't have time to sit, moreever eat.
I only ate at 4pm?

It was inevitable that today is a bad day for me, no one could predict this.
I can't help but i actually break down at work. Darn i feel like digging a hole and hide my face.
Lucky enough only one of my colleague sharing same room with me saw, he was nice enough to offer help & tissue.
& thanks dearest Gisa too.
Appreciate those help.

Well, anyway its over already.
I manged to scrap through today. & i believe things will only get better! :)
Oh great it's friday already,
just wanna enjoy my weekends away.

Random

Glad that everything is falling back in places after nearly a month of struggle.
It wasn't easy, things aint the same.
I wont be able to see my grandpa anymore, but i am glad that at least when he's around, i've been doing my part as a good granddaughter.
I have nothing else to regret.

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The tonnes of food at work is going to make me & dearest gisa FAT.
Snacks & more snacks from the nice people at work!
Most recent one was haagen dazs ice-cream after lunch.
Imagine that, i feel so spoilt!

I wanted to change a job, a perm job somewhere else.
I cant be staying there as a temp staff right, perm pay is much better & i desperately need to settle down, its been months since i graduate & i feel there i am no where there.
Sighs, but i cant bare to leave that place.
There is job offers there BUT is 6 days full shift work, weekends are like so precious to me now... how could i even bear to work on a sat/sun?
I need my life!

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Dear went to serve the nation, went with him on the 1st day.
He was at camp for 14 days & booked out last thursday.
4 days of book out was well spent together.
Okay, i am a happy little girl.

So well, this time round another few days of waiting.
I shall keep myself occupied with my work.

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My stomache's not treating my good, gastric is back again.
Awful feeling.
My feet's hurting due to new heels.
Everything with me is so not right now.
I feel super crappy now.
Maybe just moody.
EEks.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes & the presents!
Lots of love. <3

Back ...

Thanks to dear, friends & relatives, colleagues & everyone, really appreciate you all for being there.
Couldn't been any stronger without the love & concern.

//

To the poly peeps:
Thanks for the early bday celebration & present.

May the days ahead, be better..

Been missing from here quite awhile.

A news that i didn't tell everyone, cos i do not know how to deliver the message.
My grandfather passed away last saturday, which explains why i was missing for so long.
It was a tough struggle against cancer.
I miss him very much...

Kind of depressing for me to take, but hopefully i'll be fine soon.

Thanks to those who came down at the wake, and those regards...
i appreciate it.